Ignorance is your new best friend

It was one of those weeks. You know the kind I'm referring to. It wasn't good, but it wasn't terribly bad. Overall it was more negative than positive though. There are only a few words that can describe it best...blah blah blah, yadda yadda yadda. A filler, not a good kind of filler but a boring one.

click, click, click. the faint sound of a rumble but still just that all familiar click. no turning over, no starting....just silence and stillness. you want to get going, you're in a hurry. the deafening silence broken again by the click, click, click. a jump is needed but there is none in sight. i need some cables.

Get me going, please, just do it. This lull and constant nothing is killing me. I feel like I'm at an in between in my life. Moving past a couple of things but not ready to jump into that next set of obstacles we like to call life. Oh life, you're a confusing mistress....you're exactly that, a mistress. The one we hide away but can't stay away from...ever tempting, I can't resist.

My sister is having a little girl...yay! I'm going to be the uncle to a beautiful little girl (I'm already expecting her to be gorgeous)

Riverton...blah. Good money, decent work, just bored of the construction industry.

Graduating in a year...best news I've had in years.

Still single....I'm sure that's a shocker.

The biggest news in my life is that I will be purchasing a dog in the following weeks...a lab of (hopefully) the chocolate kind from the Humane Society. Finally a companion who is easy to deal with.

I dig your style. I dig your smile. I dig your situation. I dig you.

Ya dig?

I'm tired, going to bed...will leave you with a picture before I leave.


Big Cottonwood Canyon Creek

Peace and Love.

-Aaron

i just wanna feel something today

g(r)asping

so crisp, cool and refreshing. you feel so light and free, the still and dark surrounding you. like floating in mid-air, anti gravity. nothing can stop you. euphoria, pleasure, carefree. over time this feeling starts to wain, your limbs become heavy, chest becomes tight. you get a sense of urgency, panic, your eyes widen. senses start becoming clear and more sharp. you can feel it now. the sheer pain shooting through your lungs and stomach. you reach for the edge but there is nothing to grab. there never was. you slowly start drifting, fading, becoming one with your surroundings. the panic fades, you can see the light now. things become a little more fuzzy and faded, you're getting that feeling again: crisp, cool, refreshing, light, free, stillness....dark.

just a little something i wrote a little while back after a rough night.

this has been a much better week for me. overall it was extremely good. i aced my test on monday, work went well. the rest of the week was mine.

met some new people who are very genuine, lunch with friends. my camera and i in a romance of our own.

wednesday was one of the best days of my year so far...these three pictures sum it up best:

Sanctuary

Dad and Duncan

Happiness is a snowstorm

i'm excited for summer, i love winter and snow and skiing/snowboarding but i want some spring/summer lovin.

camping, sitting outside, music at night with the windows down, driving down that familiar road, tans, shorts, flip flops and most importantly, love.

peace and love.

-aaron

a day in the life...

it's the beginning of the end....of my blog that is. today marks the day that i change things up a bit and give you a visual look (with some help from photoshop) into my life.

Monday
My Life

Tuesday
My Love

Thursday
My two favorite people

Friday
No end in site

Saturday
The city I was born to love

this has been a tough week, i'm not going to lie. a lot of emotions that i didn't think i'd have to go through again. it's for the better though, things will get better.

i can't say enough how thankful i am for my family. they are my biggest inspiration and i wouldn't be anything without them. my parents are by far the two best/strongest/bravest/*insert any adjective here*. angie and rob as well, i'm excited to be an uncle, i will love your child more than anything else whether it be a boy or a girl. i think it's a boy.

i haven't shown enough love to my TRUE friends lately. i've been caught up with some other things in my life and it saddens me. i wish most of you didn't live so far away but i'm glad that there has been a resurgence of you in my life.

things are turning around, we all have our ups and downs. you can't go anywhere but up after having a low. i look forward to the future, i feel good about myself and where i'm going.

lost 10 pounds and i feel good.

i've decided i'm never leaving this beautiful state that we all live in. take a deep breath salt lake, you're with me for life.

i like the change to the blog, expect one at least once a week.

peace and love.

-aaron

I Gotta Feeling

"I gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

Tonight's the night, let's live it up
I got my money, let's spend it up
Go out and smash it like oh my God
Jump off that sofa, let's get, get off

I know that we'll have a ball
If we get down and go out and just lose it all
I feel stressed out, I wanna let it go
Let's go way out spaced out and losing all control

Fill up my cup, mozoltov
Look at her dancing, just take it off
Let's paint the town, we'll shut it down
Let's burn the roof, and then we'll do it again"

It's just how I need to start living my life. Live it up! We're all too young to worry about everything. Everyone is too stressed these days. Thinking about school, work, the opposite sex, anything and everything!

When did life become so complicated? We all make mistakes! It's what makes us learn. Society puts way too much emphasis on being perfect. Perfect people are boring!

"Here we come, here we go, we gotta rock
Easy come, easy go, now we on top
Feel the shot, body rock, rock it, don't stop
Round and round, up and down, around the clock

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday
Friday, Saturday, Saturday to Sunday
Get, get, get, get, get with us, you know what we say, say
Party every day, p-p-p-party every day"

Let's get out there and do it for ourselves! No one can do it except for you.

I need to take this message to heart more than anyone else, I need to do it for ME. No one else, just me. Too often do I live for other people. It's been my blessing and my curse for my entire life. I care way too much about other people that I put them over myself. When will I start listening to what I WANT.

FUCK IT! I'm gonna live it up! I'm 21, almost 22 years old. I have a long life ahead of me. Needless to say, I can't wait.

peace and love.

-aaron

Boss D.J.

There's a steel train comin' through I would take it if I could
And I would not lie to you because sunday mornin' soon will come

When things will be much easier to say
Upon the microphone like a boss dj
But I won't walk up upon the sea like it was dry land
Boss dj ain't nothin' but a man
No trouble, no fuss, I know why..

It's so nice, I wanna hear the same song twice,
It's so nice don't wanna hear the same song twice

Rumors are spreading all over my town
But it's just stones and sticks,
Upon the microphone is where I go to get my fix

Just let the lovin' take a hold 'cause it will if you let it
I'm funky not a junkie but I know where to get it
No trouble no fuss I know why

It's so nice I wanna hear the same song twice
It's so nice I wanna hear the same song twice

Oooee girl
Oooee girl
Oooee girl

Ooee girl and there really ain't no time to waste
Really ain't no time to hate
Ain't got no time to waste, time to hate
Really ain't no time to make the time go away

So mister dj don't stop the music,
I wanna know,
Are you feelin' the same way too?

I wanna rock it wih you-ou girl,
You-ou girl, you-ou girl, oooooo
Mmmmmhmmmhhmmm
Don't stop

''cause it's so nice I wanna hear the same song twice,
It's so nice I wanna hear the same song twice

Nowadays all the songs on the radio,
They all,
All drive me crazy