My playlist for the last little bit...just felt like I needed to share:
Oh What a World - Rufus Wainwright
My Funny Valentine - Frank Sinatra
Karma Police - Radiohead
Better Together - Jack Johnson
Hey Ya (Cover) - Obadiah Parker
Crash Into Me - Dave Matthews Band
Weird but good mood tonight, too much to think about. Too much to talk about.
I'm scared, even moreso now.
Short tonight, maybe more later this week.
Peace and Love.
-Aaron
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
happiness is a warm gun
this one's for you sister!
10 thankfuls
1. first and foremost will always be my family, the greatest thing i could ever ask for. mom, dad, sister and rob. love you all. wouldn't be anywhere without you
2. snow. FIRST REAL SNOW OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!! so happy
3. music, both listening to it and playing it. so many ways to express my emotions just through song
4. great cousins/aunts/uncles, i guess this could be grouped with family but they're different
5. football! football! football! whether it's from Austin's little league team winning state to watching my Utes and Cowboys....it's the best sport in the world
6. friends, there's a couple in particular, jill, brennan, alison, mackenzie, alex and ashley....only alison reads this but you're all amazing and i'm thankful for all of you
7. the holiday season! i'm such in the spirit this year, for the first time in years, i've been too selfish as of late
8. my job, i may complain about it often but i really do love it
9. skiing, it has started and you won't be seeing much of me in the upcoming months!
10. institute...yep, i said it, most of you weren't aware but yes i've started going to institute and everything, gives me another perspective on life
with those being stated i'd like to just add one more thing
i've been happier in the past month or so than i have been in months
stopped drinking (yes, it's been hard), stopped swearing as much, started living a more clean/honest life
judge me all you want, i really could care less anymore
peace and love.
-aaron
it feels really good,
10 thankfuls
1. first and foremost will always be my family, the greatest thing i could ever ask for. mom, dad, sister and rob. love you all. wouldn't be anywhere without you
2. snow. FIRST REAL SNOW OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!! so happy
3. music, both listening to it and playing it. so many ways to express my emotions just through song
4. great cousins/aunts/uncles, i guess this could be grouped with family but they're different
5. football! football! football! whether it's from Austin's little league team winning state to watching my Utes and Cowboys....it's the best sport in the world
6. friends, there's a couple in particular, jill, brennan, alison, mackenzie, alex and ashley....only alison reads this but you're all amazing and i'm thankful for all of you
7. the holiday season! i'm such in the spirit this year, for the first time in years, i've been too selfish as of late
8. my job, i may complain about it often but i really do love it
9. skiing, it has started and you won't be seeing much of me in the upcoming months!
10. institute...yep, i said it, most of you weren't aware but yes i've started going to institute and everything, gives me another perspective on life
with those being stated i'd like to just add one more thing
i've been happier in the past month or so than i have been in months
stopped drinking (yes, it's been hard), stopped swearing as much, started living a more clean/honest life
judge me all you want, i really could care less anymore
peace and love.
-aaron
it feels really good,
Friday, November 6, 2009
what's cooler than being cool?
just one of those days i guess.
stuff started out good, woke up in a really good mood.
-studied for my two tests for the day
-passed one i'm pretty sure, unsure about the other
-went about my day, a little disappointed at one point
-school, work, the usual schedule
mixed it up a little bit, jazz game, poker, new friends
cleared my head
got home, not so much, a little lost
why does this have to be so hard?
can't stand to fight the feeling cuz the thought alone is killin me right now
i need november and december to go by quick
the new year always feels like a new beginning even though nothing changes
but separate is always better when there's feelings involved
i'm feeling really solid in a lot of new additions to my life though, finally feeling like there is a purpose to some things
if what they say is "nothing is forever", then what makes love the exception?
christmas shopping is all done for my family, feels good, i'm excited for them to all get their gifts
chin up, smile, it's a brand new day
you got this bro
you never know what might happen...walls come down every day
you never thought it would happen before but it did and just took some time
maybe the outcome will be different this time?
we can only hope
i feel lame talking in 3rd person
only way i can express my feelings through written form right now
ugh.
i need a drive this weekend, who wants to join me?
weird soundtrack for my night, Obadiah Parker - Hey Ya cover
fitting
bed time
peace and love.
-aaron
stuff started out good, woke up in a really good mood.
-studied for my two tests for the day
-passed one i'm pretty sure, unsure about the other
-went about my day, a little disappointed at one point
-school, work, the usual schedule
mixed it up a little bit, jazz game, poker, new friends
cleared my head
got home, not so much, a little lost
why does this have to be so hard?
can't stand to fight the feeling cuz the thought alone is killin me right now
i need november and december to go by quick
the new year always feels like a new beginning even though nothing changes
but separate is always better when there's feelings involved
i'm feeling really solid in a lot of new additions to my life though, finally feeling like there is a purpose to some things
if what they say is "nothing is forever", then what makes love the exception?
christmas shopping is all done for my family, feels good, i'm excited for them to all get their gifts
chin up, smile, it's a brand new day
you got this bro
you never know what might happen...walls come down every day
you never thought it would happen before but it did and just took some time
maybe the outcome will be different this time?
we can only hope
i feel lame talking in 3rd person
only way i can express my feelings through written form right now
ugh.
i need a drive this weekend, who wants to join me?
weird soundtrack for my night, Obadiah Parker - Hey Ya cover
fitting
bed time
peace and love.
-aaron
Thursday, November 5, 2009
February Stars
No real explanation, no lengthy blog post. This just sums up how I'm feeling.
I'm hanging on
Here until I'm gone
I'm right where I belong
Just hanging on
Even though
I watched you come and go
How was I to know
You'd steal the show
One day I'll have enough to gamble
Ill wait to hear your final call
And bet it all
I'm hanging on
Here until I'm gone
I'm right where I belong
Just hanging on
Even though
Passed this time alone
Somewhere so unknown
It heals the soul
You'll ask for walls I'll build them higher
We'll lie in shadows of them all
I'd stand but they're much too tall
And I fall
FEBRUARY STARS!
FLOATING IN THE DARK!
TEMPORARY SCARS!
FEBRUARY STARS!
peace and love.
-aaron
I'm hanging on
Here until I'm gone
I'm right where I belong
Just hanging on
Even though
I watched you come and go
How was I to know
You'd steal the show
One day I'll have enough to gamble
Ill wait to hear your final call
And bet it all
I'm hanging on
Here until I'm gone
I'm right where I belong
Just hanging on
Even though
Passed this time alone
Somewhere so unknown
It heals the soul
You'll ask for walls I'll build them higher
We'll lie in shadows of them all
I'd stand but they're much too tall
And I fall
FEBRUARY STARS!
FLOATING IN THE DARK!
TEMPORARY SCARS!
FEBRUARY STARS!
peace and love.
-aaron
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