so crisp, cool and refreshing. you feel so light and free, the still and dark surrounding you. like floating in mid-air, anti gravity. nothing can stop you. euphoria, pleasure, carefree. over time this feeling starts to wain, your limbs become heavy, chest becomes tight. you get a sense of urgency, panic, your eyes widen. senses start becoming clear and more sharp. you can feel it now. the sheer pain shooting through your lungs and stomach. you reach for the edge but there is nothing to grab. there never was. you slowly start drifting, fading, becoming one with your surroundings. the panic fades, you can see the light now. things become a little more fuzzy and faded, you're getting that feeling again: crisp, cool, refreshing, light, free, stillness....dark.
just a little something i wrote a little while back after a rough night.
this has been a much better week for me. overall it was extremely good. i aced my test on monday, work went well. the rest of the week was mine.
met some new people who are very genuine, lunch with friends. my camera and i in a romance of our own.
wednesday was one of the best days of my year so far...these three pictures sum it up best:
Sanctuary
Dad and Duncan
Happiness is a snowstorm
i'm excited for summer, i love winter and snow and skiing/snowboarding but i want some spring/summer lovin.
camping, sitting outside, music at night with the windows down, driving down that familiar road, tans, shorts, flip flops and most importantly, love.
peace and love.
-aaron
