the lines became all fuzzy and frayed

i don't like change.

it doesn't matter what it is, but if it's changing i don't like it.

i went to brighton today and was deeply saddened. so many things from when i was a little child have changed.

it's that time in everyone's life where things just start to be different.

summer nights are enjoyable when you're with family and friends. i really enjoy my back patio a lot. it allows for seamless conversation that can go on for hours that includes laughs and sometimes tears. a cigar with my dad every once in a while is a nice treat as well.

i'm excited for the factor to come home. it's been 2 years and i couldn't be more happy to have another friend in my life. now if only that dang williams kid would just come home early haha.

i've lost 50 pounds since the end of january, that's pretty exciting.

all in all life is okay right now. i just need a break to clear my head.

goodnight.

the moon whispered as i wandered lonely through the leaves

i'm sorry.

sometimes we all get fed up and need to vent. sometimes things that you don't really mean can become misconstrued and hurtful. also some "friends" in that context are cousins.

we've all said things we don't mean in the heat of the moment.

i've got a lot on my plate that i try to hide.

2 aunt's have cancer, a mother diagnosed with Reynaud's and possibly Lupus, new responsibilities at work, struggling with myself and family

it became overwhelming and i became angry and had to lash out in the wrong way.

take this as you please. if this is the end, have a good one. if not, then it is a beautiful day to you and everyone.

peace and love.

hmmmm

I guess I'll just keep my blogs to my personal journal from here on out, peace.